Surround yourself with only people who are going to lift you higher. ~ OPRAH


In this day and time, we all are in search of something. Knowing what that something is may not be clear, but the ache sensation inside us is real. We can feel it. My hope in writing this blog is not only to benefit me but for you as well. For me, it provides me a sort of therapy. I can get my thoughts and feelings out there, knowing that someone can understand. It’s for you because I truly believe we follow certain paths. A path that has brought you to this very site. Whether what I have to say is meant for you to read personally or for you to share with someone else that may need it. I believe that we all are connected by one commonality. We all want to be seen. We all want to heard. We all want to know we matter. Well my Friend, I see you, I hear you and you do matter.


Tuesday, September 13, 2011

34 to Countdown

Today, on my 34th birthday I know how truly blessed I am!  On a day that could have consumed me with what I don't have and who isn't apart of it, I was shown that I am loved and that love fills my heart right now.

With beautiful messages from friends and family left on my Facebook page, the emails I have received and the texts and bbm messages wishing me a happy and wonderful year, I thank each and every one who took the few moments out of their days to let me know that I am loved.  That I am thought about.  In the end, that's all that we really want right?  To know that you matter.  To know that aside from the hectic lives that we all lead, knowing that someone will take even just a few minutes to let you know you are special.  That means the world to me. 
I received a beautiful flower delivery at work today from my mom.  She always knows just what to do!  Just knowing that I have one parent out there in the world who loves me and will always take the time to tell me and show me means more then I can say.  With a biological father who doesn't care enough to even have me in his life, knowing that I have her love and support is all I need.

Today marks the beginning of my countdown.  I am giving myself one year.  One year to lose weight, get healthy and get baby ready.  By this time next year, on my 35th birthday, I want to be walking into a fertility clinic, ready and able to get pregnant.  With the recent medical issues that have arisen this past year, I am determined to reverse what is happening and be physically able to get pregnant and have a beautiful baby of my own.  Since being diagnosed with PCOD, and the specialist I was sent to telling me that I am infertile, it broke my heart.  After finding out that it is reversable, I felt like I was given another chance.  With being on this new journey of living a healthy life, now its time ti kick this into high gear.  One year and then BABY MINE!!
I'm going to start doing some research and hopefully will be able to speak to someone at the fertility clinic here in Toronto in hopes of getting as much information as I can.  In 365 days, I think I can learn alot!

Take it easy everyone!

Misty
xo
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